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r me. We have some things in common: Love red wine; love to talk; loves music; love each other’s body; there’s so much more I need to find out about him and our compatibilities: How he handles disagreement? Is he willing to put up with me being irritated and impatient? Is he willing to stick around if everything seem to go wrong in our lives? How do we enjoy ourselves besides sleeping together? Is he willing to open up to the level that I desire, longing for? Can he become attached to me?

The last time he was with anyone was six years ago, He’s long used to be on his own.

闹钟坏掉。打电话给他，让他明天早晨 6 点 45 叫醒我。

他一口答应，但却没叫，害我起晚了，上班迟到。

言而无信。漠不关心。

我：你不是答应打电话叫我的吗？

他：哎呀，忘了。昨晚太忙。

我：忙成这样，答应的事都会忘。受不了！

他：（他一着急，家乡口音就出来了，而且还有点结巴）受不了就别 —- 别受了。

我：不受就不受。（夺门而出，狠狠关门，想像他在门里气得说不出话的样子。心里窃喜。）

对不起，误导大家了。上面对话是我想象的，不是真实发生的。我哪里有这么厉害？我哪里敢对他这么凶？我从来都是站在他那边的。我是他最好的辩护律师，再没理由的事，我都能给他找个理由出来。

这次也一定能为他找到理由。比如我可能把电话关了，他打不进来。

赶紧查看。果然 ! 电话关了。